I knew it since long ago, multidimensional lady. I know how you always try to look so cheerful and lively but keep in the negative emotion inside you. But now that you unveil it, I wonder.. How heavy the burden you must bear at the moment.
Usually, no matter how worried I am about you, I kinda relieved by the fact that you have a lot of loving families and friends. So no matter how great the urge I felt to immediately get around to ease your pain, thinking that you’re well taken care of somehow made me feel better.
But what was that? What was the stupid thing you talked about? You know, when someone behaves out of their habit it makes me wonder, and if it’s someone I care about it makes worry. And right at that moment, the only thing make sense for me is to ask what’s really going on. But even if I ask, I’m not the one you want to talk to, am I?
Just.. Don’t hold back okay?!! Don’t keep all the burden you have inside. Share it with someone. Maybe you can’t share it with me, but there are so many people genuinely care about you. They would do anything to make you feel better. Just don’t keep it to yourself.
And if there’s anything I can do. If ever there’s something you want me to do, just let me know.